i get to make something!

woo, i get to make more decisions! raise your hands if you hate decisions?

(i'm raising both hands quite high and they are both waving). because i hate decisions. unless of course it's like a choice between a nice car and a nice house. of course im taking the car. i wish there was an expression in text in which i could express some frustration, of course i could always make some up, but they might look weird on the screen. so whatever. here's the funny thing about decisions. let's pretend we are on a highway (only the perfect and most overused metaphor) life is a highway. . .anyways. but we are on a highway and there are two roads, and one road from the first road leads to another road which leads to another road. so if we are starting in nampa, one path could take me to new york and one could take me to austin texas. i know, it sounds so clichés. so basically i'm stuck in a car, at a rest stop waiting to decide what to do. it totally sucks. atleast i have narrowed down my options. i feel pretty tired of having to keep making them, which totally sucks because right now is when i have to make the most and decide who i want to be. it's ok though, ill do it. i know, especially now, that whatever do i can do with confidence. i really don't have to be dependent on anyone-else to make decisions for me, which is totally rockin'. not that i didn't before, but its good to know that i am not always asking for advice because i know what i want. hard to explain. stupid decisions, it would be cool if i could tell the future, figure out what i have already picked and then pick it. and if that doesn't make sense to you, then don't worry about it. my new life outlook: be who i want to be, and people who really care will accept it. oh and realy quick, kanye west is so cool, and so is his music.

go check it out.

im out.